Friday, November 18, 2005

exams sucks...

haiz... i said i'll blog rite? here it is.... but now on a low note cos today din go that well... my mind was just blank and anxiety gripped me... thoughts slipped in and out of my mind and the worst scenarios played repeatedly in my mind... would i be kicked out of chemical engineering if i fail? haiz... i can only pray for the best now

i really doubt my scholastic skills these days cos i jus cant do well!!! maybe chem engineering is not for me... how how? i cant wait to visit my sch career counsellor... like wat my fren was saying, life lies in discovering ur gift and sharing it with the world but how am i gonna know it? when would i ever know it? or am i ignoring it cos it has no commercial value? i cant stand imagining myself just becoming an employee after i graduate, earn and spend, just like any other human... i want a way out... somehow

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