hill of obstacles

Haven't been blogging later cos really busy... a hell of things have happened, redefining my perspective of life and my character... overwhelmed... Do I always have to choose? haiz..

the main things occupying my life was my lab, juggling tuts, CAC+us props and passing tests... the latter really stressed me out too much.. no time to mug, dun think properly in tests, not having enuff confidence... All i can do is to mug hard for the finals and hopefully i'll 'reussir' like last sem... haiz... as for the props, I think what has seen me thru is my sense of responsibility. really admire PS for his total commitment something I can never do cos I have other priorites... I need to be smart n dun need to sleep much if i gonna be like him hahah but talking abt sleep i haven't been sleeping much lately... if only humans dun need to sleep n we can accomplish more... hahah

I guess the avalanche of things, obstacles thrown at me just a test for me... I either crumble or I'll be motivated to work even harder.. learn my lessons or repeat the history... I choose the former but how many failures do I need to take to succeed?

A bolt from the blue also set me thinking... wat is my problem compared to the death of someone close? my aunt just lost her husband wouldn't she feel worse? I must be strong... this is nothing I'm stronger than that...