Dread...

Mid term tests have preyed upon our self confidence but silently slipped away... so the finals loom once again in the corner, hoping to strip away the last shreds of dignity we have.... haha
i'm really pessimistic but 'pensive' these days... penser means think in french so guess the meaning of the second word... I've started to wonder about life and what i've been doing... somehow this fire is being put out in me and also as my goals and priorities start to evolve... i've become a different person, one whom sometimes i dun even recognise...

anyway, things seem to deteriorate ever since sch starts and while good things do happen along the way, i'm jaded! this week hits an all time low when i started having conjunctivitis and a swollen out-of-proportions eyelids... everyone seems to be so busy with their stuff and for me, it seems that i'm swept into a moving train, having to just go with the flow and passing by all the different stops as everyone else... i want to get out but there're just too many pple blocking the way...

nvm if i pass my driving test on 8 nov, everything might just seem a little brighter hahah ciao!