exams sucks...

haiz... i said i'll blog rite? here it is.... but now on a low note cos today din go that well... my mind was just blank and anxiety gripped me... thoughts slipped in and out of my mind and the worst scenarios played repeatedly in my mind... would i be kicked out of chemical engineering if i fail? haiz... i can only pray for the best now

i really doubt my scholastic skills these days cos i jus cant do well!!! maybe chem engineering is not for me... how how? i cant wait to visit my sch career counsellor... like wat my fren was saying, life lies in discovering ur gift and sharing it with the world but how am i gonna know it? when would i ever know it? or am i ignoring it cos it has no commercial value? i cant stand imagining myself just becoming an employee after i graduate, earn and spend, just like any other human... i want a way out... somehow

Today's judgement day!

today's the day! sigh... i knew the exams will come in the flash of an eye.... and it's less than 3h before the exams, what am i doing here? hahah... well just relaxing my mind... hope that my brains is rejuvenated later! even bought a secret weapon- brands essence of chicken! hahha... if today's exams is ok, then the rest of the exams will be quite fine already :) cos my worst subject is physics! but after so many days of non stop practice, i dare say i have somehow arrive at a much higher level of understanding of the elusive concepts of physics. haha physics is really abstract lo.... forces n heat are afterall, invisible and intangible...l how to do well? i'm just the kinda hands-on person, learn by doing... :P oh well, i shall do well today cos i want to!!!

maybe i'll update my blog later if i do well haha *grinz*

The reality hits.. 2 days b4 exams!

After all the shopping, celebrations and temporary escapes from reality, I realise i got to face the harsh reality-- exams in 2 days! i feel so unfocused these days, just doing what is the minimum... but i really really got to buck up! i wanna get my cap of more than 4.0! hai...

but today wat got me really excited is that i've finally registered for my basic driving theory test! haha... but it's like damn late la 27 dec... cant take my theory lessons b4 the year ends man... no matter wat i'm gonna get my license on the first attempt! shall work really hard :) set my goals high and achieve it! i think i'll just be the happiest gal on earth when i get my license and be able to drive my family around in the new red car! :) cant wait for the new car to come too...

yea that's all... see how sad my life is... nothing but mugging... and some cheap thrills... bleahz