A new chapter of life...

For those who know what happened to me, I'm tired to explaining of myself... but I guess I have really moved on... It's difficult to adapt to the drastic change in lifestyle, from one where you simply follow what you are told to do to organising your own life and deciding where to go and what to do. It's a blessing in disguise apparently, now that I finally have my cherished freedom back. If I stay on longer i'll probably become a robot, with no opinions of my own. I felt myself degenerating during these 6 months and perhaps that's why I din do well at the interview. There's this mental stimulus that's missing but I hope I'm fast regaining it since I began reading the newspapers and think on my own feet, discovering my true self. I'm on a new chapter in my life, yet guided by the precious lessons I had gone thru these 6 months. These moments are not to be dismissed as a waste of my youth.

The only regret is that I had not put in more effort to apply for other scholarships, even local ones. Seeing that my frens have succeeded thru their ceaseless pursue for scholarships made me feel happy for them, yet at the same time I couldn't help feeling a twinge of jealousy. But I shall never give up in the pursuit of my financial independence and success in life. In fact, I shall work harder than before or ever before. :)

Enough of the serious talks, my life is getting more exciting by the minute. I joined this business thing with my fren selling natural products like skin care and supplements and I getting excited by the research that I've done on the products. So everyone, if you want to look prettier or improve your health, don't hesitate to contact me!!! haha other than that i've just been recruited as part of the quitcrew to campaign for smokers to kick the habit. For once, I'm doing a job I feel I can directly contribute to the society and my, I'm thrilled! I shall never relent in my efforts to help these people find their light at the end of the tunnel and give their family fresher air to breathe everyday! haha... yes and I just found a tuition job near my house! yo hoo... life's getting better.... hope I have more good news to report next time!!