A horrible day...

how do u feel if u run ur heart out and then u realise that u are 11th, one position away from getting $1600 worth of prizes? I jus experience al this shit today... i know i dun deserve winning but i jus can't wailing, esp when i need that six months of daily contacts so much... sighz if only i run jus a few seconds faster... And i was fighting so hard not to give up all along the way, running with more of my mind than my body cos i haven't been training much. wat a waste of my efforts... alrite i promise zj not to think abt it...

but it's not all that bad today... i signed up for amore for only 60 bucks for a month! i'm going to go for a class everyday man.. and the defeat today really inspire me to train up and become even fitter... i shall win every race that i join from now on haha... i'll never give up! sighz... hhaha

so to make myself happier, i downed chocolates, milo and watever sweet... felt a bit better haha... and i slept for 3h, only to wake up with a headache... still feel so tired man... lousy body

so i decided, my main goal till 3 aug shall be to focus on my driving. after which i'll concentrate on my body. when sch starts on the 14 aug, i shall immerse myself in smart mugging hhaha.. no more second class honours for me... 1st class here i come!

Am I asking too much?