Monday, April 03, 2006

stress...

as the exams near.. my hair are falling a bit more, my eyebags are getting a bit darker and my heart is racing a bit faster... STRESS... jus cant wait for this period to be over n done with...
it doesn't help if i have to combat pms too.. hahah dun really like person in my grp and i was like a bit mean to him/her today but the weird thing is.. i feel bad! my sister says i am a people pleaser and i guess she's right...

anyway, driving's not that fun afterall... not if u have an instructor screaming down ur throat... being called a slow learner etc.... sian sometimes i wished i played more daytona instead of mugging hhaha... or play a ball game then jus run in a circle or a straight line haha... well... maybe drivin will change me to a more alert person haha

i can't believe that i actually threaten to walk out of the relationship when zj broke this promise to me... not even a promise as serious as chasity or fidelity u know... hai i dunno why i do that... he means the world to me and i wanna give me away... things i say jus dun go thru my mind before they get blurted out... so if i offend u in anyway, i dun mean it...