i've jus received this mail regarding the withdrawing from engineering program and i am seriously considering it! felt that business is really where my interest lies but i am really scared to foray into that reality... haiz... guess i'll jus aim for scholarships and see how la so sad....
but track trainings have been filling the void in my life lately, esp now that zj is going to leave for Thailand for Ex cresendo tonight... running simply helped me to regain my confidence and focus, something that i need amidst the heap of mess in my life hahah but with my muscles feeling sore and ankle groaning in pain, i am really scared that i would not reach my aim! but i shall run with all i have and leave the rest to fate... moving into temasek hall will strengthen my resolve to train even harder and also to mug hard! hahah may the next sem change for the better!
today's training was an emotional tug-of-war... i went to do slopes cos i haven't done them for a long time but it was harder than i tot. the slope, seemingly short from far, was endless as I tried to lift my legs and sprint up... quite horrible la... and on my mind, it was either "give up!" "or hang on" the whole time... luckily somehow, my determination prevailed and I finished eight sets! but now my hamstrings damn tight now *pray injury dun come back* after struggling to climb down the slope and return to the track, i joined my fren for her last 200m. she nearly beat me though she finished 10 laps for her workout... i was like wow... luckily i finished my workout if not i'd fail myself... if she can do it, i can do it too!!! i must continue to work hard...
for the rest of the week leading to beginning of sch, i shall slack, touch the books a bit and train! gonna relax before the xiongness began once again man... :) take care everyoneZ!
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Happy New Year!
how did everyone spend their new year's eve? i began the day by trying hard not to burn my house down when i'm making the tuna toast. at first, i didn't turn down the gas and used too much oil.. before i knew it, white smokes enulfed the house! the whole house smelt of bbq lo... horrified, i went to on all the fans and open all the windows... but the tuna sandwiches turned out fine in the end.. phew ahaha at twelve my class came over to my house for a potluck lunch gathering and it was really nice seein them again... the three hours were spent stuffing our faces full, playing card games and catching up with each other... i wanted to go out after that but all the cleaning up and tidying over the last few days have left me exhausted... after sleeping for 3h, all i could managed to do with my groggy head was to watch vcd-- bridget jones's diary and school of rock. watching the former made me realise that no matter how much of a loser i tot i am, i'll never be as bad as bridget! hahaa... how comforting... but one of my new yr's resolution is to be a winner! haahha... yea it was awful trying to stay up till the stroke of twelve and finally i could drift off to dreamland... *yawn*
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