LoNdOn ScHoOl oF EcOns

One week before my field camp! quite apprehensive at the thought of it.. anyway this week i'm quite cham got CPS duty then kena scolded all the time... and when i tot i had fitted into the requirements of the role, i failed expectations. feel quite sucky about it la... i would blame no one but myself but sometimes i wish that things were made clearer to me... however, i cant expect much cos this is the army... sometimes i really think that my platoon lack that sense of urgency and commitment... u can scream at them asking them to hurry but they still crawl like little snails... cant understand sometimes... or am i jus too demanding? today's FBO was supposed to be 5 mins only and i was shocked to see them crawling up the stairs... hell man and so i got scolded like mad... forgot to inform my cps that we are not going to the foodhouse for the 2nd time some more... i wonder how bad my report will turn out to be sigh... besides these irritating issues, u sprained my ankle again! i cant believe how easy i can get injured man... one moment i was walking jus a bit faster on high heels and the next moment i twisted my bloody ankle... :( after that i actually cut my thumb on the et blade somemore thanks so much man... haha i think i can jus laugh at how clumsy and careless i am... joker haha

this week is the one full of book outs... we booked out on wed night cos 9 ran faster than 12.45 min and we enjoyed ourselves tremendously at swensons'. got an ice cream cake for my two bday frens and gobbled down the earthquake with 3 other frens :) and yesterday i booked out with lihui and kristy for the psychomatric test is like rather suited for psychotic pple hahah some questions are really nutty :p i wonder if i can really get used to field camp man sighz wish me luck!!!