Happy birthday to me...

hate the idea of turning thirty...ops typo! i mean twenty! presents have lost its appeal and friends wishing u happy birthday seemed to dwindle... but it somehow made it all the more special when someone whom u din expect, wish u a simple happy birthday in sms... :) i jus got my first bday present from my track team yesterday-- a pair of urs wedges! they're always so nice... i feel so bad skipping trainings but sometimes my ankle and knees just cant make it... beeen trying my best i promise. Anyway i just checked out my birthday astrological reading and it is so true! scary sia...


Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others You appear gentle and soft, and you act rather reserved with others until you know them well and feel it is safe to be open with them. You have a strong need for emotional security and a sense of belonging, and are deeply attached to the past: your heritage, roots, family, cherished friends, familiar places, etc. Making radical changes or moves away from what is known and safe can be very painful and difficult for you. You tend to cling and hold on to people, memories, possessions of personal or sentimental significance. Having a home, a safe haven, is very important to you.

Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation At heart you are very gentle, impressionable, and receptive -a dreamer. The world of your imagination, feelings, and intuition is as real to you as anything in the outer world, though you may have trouble verbalizing or interpreting your inner experiences in a way others can understand. Mystical, artistic, musical, emotional and imaginative, you have a rich inner life, though you may seem rather unobtrusive and quiet outwardly. You usually keep to yourself.

i was rather sad yesterday beside the present i received from my team and the arrival of my birkenstock! cos my hall had a dance prod at MOS yest and I ended up going alone... at first i asked one close fren and she couldn't make it in the end so nvm... then i asked another close fren in nus and she last min had hall stuff and tat was after we bought the tickets... i had to go and sell the tickets outside MOS and I jus felt really sad that I cant have fun with my close frens on the night be4 my 20th bday... hai... at least she din have to forfeit her tickets la...

and my recent test jus sucks like hell... i cant believe all the stupid little mistakes i made, eg not writing s'est clearly as two words.... my listening sux big time lo... hai very sad...

maybe i jus have to be optimistic and look forward to the rest of my day... dun even feel like going to eat at a restaurant with my family... :p