Spiderman rocks!

Just watched spiderman yesterday and it rocks as usual! hahha... but the bad thing which happened before that was that I was stuck in the traffic jam from expressway to orchard for like 45mins damn sian and missed the front part of the movie... but it's just so touching haha

I'm acting like my exams are all over when my real last exam is tmr! Especially since I clubbed on the night after my last chem end paper hahah sigh the sleep debt is still there... but all the mugging for this last paper is coming along fine... if you are thinking of taking GEM, take Genes and Society cos it's really easy and slack hahha but that is if I get my A la hahha but i like it cos it really widen my horizon regarding biotech =] Science is just amazing...

HB moved out of hall yest and it made me wanna move out tonight too! cant stand the loneliness that I feel at night anymore hhaha... but i gonna miss my privacy in this small little room soon hahha going home means facing frequent visits by my dad and my sis to my room hahha but now i guess i got all the time in the world to talk to them after my exams heheh =] my sis isn't doing that well nowadays so i really hope I can help her a bit for her mid yrs...

After this paper, everything is like going to be a frenzy, cos i need to get my phone fixed, my sis' present, meet up with my exco and pack my luggage for taiwan! I saw this $200 ELLE luggage and it's like so damn chio la!but a bit big for a 6 day trip so I guess i'll buy it for my USA 1 yr stay hahha can't wait to get it hahha =] yup, anyway gonna nap now recharge and mug full steam again...

shagged

really shagged from mugging now... after reading through part of my notes on matlab and cn2116... it has been mugging and mugging these days, no break, except to eat and do those minimal body maintenance... i hate to say but gotta admit that i cant wait for exams to come and be over asap! it's taking its toll on my eyes and skin man... breaking out hahah

anyway, i could feel the bond between me, huiling, kinwee and adrian now that we;ve been mugging in the same seminar room for 3 days straight... had our free buffet lunch at EA, solving problems tog and bombarding the profs and tutors with our questions... our learning curves are so way steep... hahah a good sign before the exams hahah and suddenly concepts just dawn on us like by a snap of fingers hahah teamwork is simply amazing... i know why i dun do tat well in yr 1, cos i prefer to do alone and not ask when i have doubts... now i must really ask ask n ask hahah =]

3 more days to the first paper which we had been only prepared 8hours for and failing it means failing the whole module! wat crap lo... i'm like super scared of this paper la... must maintain my grade this sem man if not cannot go NOC... sigh hhaha stressed hahah anyway gonna get recharged... back to mugging at 9am tmr

happiness despite the exams

there's a test tmr but here i am blogging... feelin relaxed cos i finished my mugging for it ahead of time but gonna mug again later i think... just to be sure heheh after tmr it's gonna be free and easy! free to mug when i like and where i like... tat's the only consolation for reading week and exam period... just cant wait for this month to be over and Taipei here I come!

a better day

Never assume-- it's making an ass out of you N me!

Be Positive

I think I never really gave much thought to the negativity and cynism that I exude until lately, when ZJ mentions it... Growing up has really left me a cynic, as I come to face with the harsh reality... But sometimes I really need to hope against hope as it is the only thing I can do which is more productive than worrying... I shall quit worrying!

well, I dunno why but after the wave of events subsided with the end of last week, I feel this calmness that I haven't felt for a long time... Like suddenly stress is so distant, as if I never felt it before... Dunno if it's due to the vit c and b pills that I started taking... haha really weird... I just hope that it will be like this till the end of exams as it means i'm going to do well.. Nowadays, I really screw up my tests not cos I dunno but cos I was too stressed and nervous... It's funny how I can feel like this when I probably took like 1000s of tests by now haha

Yea and the calmness helps me accomplish more things than before... last weekend I managed to finish 3 assignments! plus I finally was able to do Cn2116 when usually I just copy blindly hahah this is a good sign man... But dunno why I get tired easily these days... weird... I sleep like at least 8hrs already hmm...

Oh and why was I able to do many things last weekend? cos my sis had chicken pox and I never had b4 so to not get it, the closest I got to home is the void deck where my mum passed me my washed clothes... so cham hahah but being in hall, away from humans and distraction really gave me more than 24 hrs a day heheh