Hols' passing too quickly

Hols is always zooming past, faster than the speed of light... forever so irritatin and saddening! Been working these days, driving around, reading but the desire to spend my hols in a more meaningful way keep gnawing at me... how do i better utilise my 24hrs i kept asking myself but soon it'll be nightfall and the whole vicious cycle begins again... But it's not all that bad, at least i managed to meet up with my close frens like Clara, Julia, Charlene and even attended my road race xmas dinner =] oh not to mentioned painting my Chemical and Environmental Engineering Students' Society room as well! and running, swimming and the endless search for tuition students...

For the rest of the hols, i just hope to meet up with more of my frens, lose weight and earn more money! I can't agree more with Julia when she says that frens and family always gotta come first and all the worldly things second... well, been doing tat cos i hardly ever buy new things during my shopping trips hahah...

After the war...

yea cant believe that exams are really over for me! But the exams ended on a very sad note cos I din do my last 13 marks questions even though I had time left! how careless and blur can i get man... any cap cui semester hai.... sometimes i think being in Chemical engineering is driving me crazy cos all it does is to damage my self esteem... I dun even how I used to do well last time... haiz...

But let me focus on what I shall accomplish this hols... To find tuitions! I'm like left with only one student now lo... at least now I've printed out my flyers and may students call me soon! next, of cos i gonna drive much more this hols so that soon my dad will release his grip on me and allow me to drive on my own man... yea and to really train up... trainings are really screwed up during the school term so bless me.... yup and of course to catch up with my dear frens... this sch term is a hell of mugging and 'antisociality'.

Yea and if you got any job lobangs pls tell me!

I got my driving license

Today gotta be one of the best days in my life... I got my driving license at last! after all the tough time trying to get enough money for the lessons, the trying experiences to concentrate on the road and all the sleep that has been lost last night, I finally passed... But I think it's partly due to luck too... it's damn weird tat I had been chosen as the last person in my test grp and it turned out that there were insufficent testers so I had to wait until the first person returns... So it offered me some time to relax and calm down... But i was summoned soon after and the tester looks really stern and serious... I just told myself to calm down or at least have a calm composure... But my legs were shaking beyond my belief as i tried to do directional change etc but it became better after a while... wat nearly ruined me is my vertical parking cos I began too far from the centreline... the tester even said my parking was bad... then on the road everything was fine except that i tried to cut another lorry so i can be in time to uturn back hhah and on my way back i tot i was doomed cos i mistakenly saw that he ticked a circle(for immediate failure)... I never felt so sad when i drove back but nevertheless, putting up a strong front... Until I sat at the table before him I had no idea that I was going to pass... hahah Wat a pleasant surprise... maybe lenience hides behind a stern visage too heheh

oh well, i can forget abt driving lessons and start to mug and feel guiltless when i shop with my hard earned money =] *heaved a sigh of relief*

Zj looking cool in his sunglasses

Clara n I

Clara and Brina 

let work fill the void...

Zj has just left for 3 days but i'm wishing that time passes more quickly already... received only2 msgs from him so far and he's fallen quite ill with food poisoning... poor thing... but i still have 18 more days to wait for before i can see him again... hahah hope that i can do something fruitful during the time of his absence... i'll be strong! anyway, my driving exam is like drawing nearer and nearer... je suis sur de reussir! i'm sure i can pass this time! hahah... it's like my second greatest wish now, next to doing well in my studies of course...

Went for clara's birthday party yest and it was really nice seeing her again! i guess it's the only activity that kept my sanity this weekend cos i did nothing else but sleeping, eating and burying myself in my work... but the irony is that i couldn't do anymore than writing a few equations in my tutorials cos it's jus so damn hard... esp thermodynamics... all the stupid derivations and maths bloody hell hhaha there's jus so many times that i wish i din choose chem engineering...

French test in 4 days! i really wish to do well this time, jus to secure something better than a B+ for it this sem... wonder how the cohort is doing on the whole actually hmmm... and i'm still wondering if i shud take french 4 cos i'm worried tat i dun clear enuff modules by the time i leave for NOC... but french has become a sorta passion for me, like the way running was... haiz hate dilemmas...