sick

This is my first day of ponning sch... not tat i intentionally skipped sch but i'm sick! Can't believe how horrible it is to be sick cos i haven't been sick for a while... anyway i got cold and it prompted sore throat too... woke up early at 6 plus to go school and expecting myself to be well already cos i slept for 10h last night... in the end, i just had to succumb to my sickness and fall asleep again till ten plus... luckily i din push myself to go to sch if not i gonna be a burden to my frens cos they need to take care of me... now tat i took cold medicine and slept a while, i felt that my throat is miraculously better :)

I think i know why i'm sick tday... have been pushing myself to the limits the last few weeks and it's a wonder tat i din fall sick earlier... wish i coluld rest more but there're so many things to be done! even during the hols i could not afford the time to sleep already... sigh wat a busy life... i jus hope i wun be a rubberband that's stretched too much and waiting to be snapped... and i remember-- i went training on tue despite feeling unwell... but sometimes when pple are training too, u jus feel too guilty not to go... sighz i wish i'm back in france again