Yea! three down, two more to go...

Today's CM exams was the least demoralizing exam I even took.. But it only translates into an average score for me cos everyone finds it easy too... hahah but at least I din find it hard la hahah... anyway I am quite saddened by my CN mid sem marks cos i scored below average... Must pia for CN already... hope the percentage of the mid sem is very little then can do well man... sighz...

I just hate exams in the afternoon... It gifs me an excuse to sleep late then cos my body clock is programmed to wake up at 8.30, i dun get enough sleep! Now after the exams, I also dun have the energy to mug... Not like morning exams, still can get to zzzz for a while then pia again... hahah but at least I got something to look forward to-- Dinner with my family tonight to celebrate his bday in advance...

My fren jus compared her CN marks with me and she got like ten marks higher la! so demoralising... I think one thing I particularly hate about Chem engine is that everyone is so grade conscious.. Like if u dun do well, u are not as smart as the rest... It's such a narrowminded judgement! But to be truthful, coming from 'elitist' schools, I do judge people by their grades too... But come on, we gonna look at the other stuff... Sometimes I can't wait to go out to work, Cos it shows who are the ones who are more financially intelligent... At least to me, the logic is that so wat if u are smart but u earn peanuts hahah.... U go school to get a higher pay so doesn't the reverse logic applies? N to do well in the workplace, U need EQ, flexibility, the ability to lead and convey your ideas and team spirit... which are areas that I'm building up in now...

Ok, the bad stuff aside, France is getting unbelieveably close now! I can just imagine pulling my luggage into the London airport and then going to France... Taste the sweetest of wines... Haha... It's my only motivation to study for the exams now... Cos once I cross this hurdle, I am free... Away from the judgemental eyes... I am in control... :)