as the exams near.. my hair are falling a bit more, my eyebags are getting a bit darker and my heart is racing a bit faster... STRESS... jus cant wait for this period to be over n done with...
it doesn't help if i have to combat pms too.. hahah dun really like person in my grp and i was like a bit mean to him/her today but the weird thing is.. i feel bad! my sister says i am a people pleaser and i guess she's right...
anyway, driving's not that fun afterall... not if u have an instructor screaming down ur throat... being called a slow learner etc.... sian sometimes i wished i played more daytona instead of mugging hhaha... or play a ball game then jus run in a circle or a straight line haha... well... maybe drivin will change me to a more alert person haha
i can't believe that i actually threaten to walk out of the relationship when zj broke this promise to me... not even a promise as serious as chasity or fidelity u know... hai i dunno why i do that... he means the world to me and i wanna give me away... things i say jus dun go thru my mind before they get blurted out... so if i offend u in anyway, i dun mean it...
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Firstly...u are NOT a people pleaser...u are just kind, or rather soft hearted...everyone's got dislike and hates...just depends on the extent who is more expressive than the other...u dun seems to be wrong, cause from wat i know, u are nv a person that is overbearing...it must be some really bad things that flared u up in nature...it's better to be true to urself than to act hypocritic and smile at him...
Just learn to restrain more the next time...
Haha...Thomas Edison took yrs to invent the light bulb rite...so being a slow learner's not too bad, regardless of wat people think, it's how u see urself. U tried ur best, i believe in u.
Breaking a promise, regardless of small or big, is really wrong. However, threatening with a relationship is DEFINALY wrong. Relationship bases on love and trust. If u need to threaten something, means u do not believe in him. Zhong Jie may be slow...tot...but he is a nice person...no bad tempered or manners...look on the other hand, haven u broke any promise to anyone or him? did he give up on u?
Wat to do now...APOLOGISE...
=P
Take care, need me, i will be there...
Ur kor, Lixiang
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