the platoon field camp has ended... the service term is ending... and my last scholarship interview is over... basically what i've been fighting for these 6 months have come to an end... but the point is that i still dunno what's really at the end of this journey...
my interview was pretty screwed up cos i din know what the hell i was talking about. never think before i speak la! crap... but the worse thing is that my fren may not get her sms and tat i feel sad... life can really be so cruel man... sigh... my frens were saying that sure get the scholarship one but in reality, it is a tough struggle... until the very last second of the interview, u are still being assessed... never let ur guard down and always do ur best... watehelll i think wat i really lack is confidence in myself now .
it's social night later and it's hard to focus on it instead... i got a date but i haven't got my clothes! haha... dunno if i shud read the mag then sleep or simply stone till my sister wakes up haha... help i feel like a lost cat now... sighz i hope they'll come to some conclusion soon and not keep me in the suspense.
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