Guilt and remorse

In a moment I would never forget, I closed a door in my life. I realize the worst feeling in life isn't about the failures experience at work or in school but when you disappoint someone...

As an avalanche of emotions hit me like a tsunami against the peaceful shore, engulfing me... When will it subside? Or will this make me feel less guilty, that at least it makes me still human, not someone I have changed into that I can't even recognize.

A vital Need to clear sleep debt

I can't believe how quickly time has passed by... it's almost 3 months since I began working at my second company... But the sleep debt is certainly accumulating, with tuitions and meetups with friends on weekends... now another old student is requesting that I recommence tuition with him. How can I say no? sigh... I need $$ man...

Birthday Wishes!

Oh no... another year has passed by and me, another year older... No matter what, I'll still try to look at the situation optimistically, and thus my birthday wishes!

1. A new branded bag
2. Sk II Facial
3. A new watch
4. Shopping vouchers!
5. A good facial moisturiser
6. Apple iphone
7. A new nice leather wallet
8. Salsa classes

Yea that's pretty much it... =) 

Photos from CNY

Almost Killed my right hand

I also paralysed my right forearm during sleep this morning! My brain was giving up some kind of subtle signals, conjuring heart-racing type of nightmares. I dreamt that my sister and I were holidaying at this old house, where there are shuttle buses to her classes. But strange things came happening, like how the clothes will multiply and my blazers got dyed...*brr..* So when I gain consciousness, I realised I had my arm in an awkward position, one where my right arm is wrapped over my torso and underneath my left shoulder. As I freed my arm, I could feel the tingling sense of touch returning, the gush of blood through my fingers. I wonder how long have I slept that way and what if I woke up with a paralyzed right arm. Scary chinese new year second day morning...