guiltyconfessions...

yea i'm guilty of so many things:

1. not spending within my limits
2. not exercising enough
3. eating after 8pm
4. not giving my tutees the best tuition experience
5. not mugging french
6. not blogging often
7. not preparing for next sem!

but at least there're some redeemptions:

1. met up with old frens
2. gave xmas gifts to my beloved frens
3. wrote xmas cards
4. contribute back to the society thru cip
5. cleaned up the house
6. helped my sis with her chem
7. studied 3 units of french
8. finished reading thru the basic driving test notes
9. go for aikido trainings and track trainins!
10. continue with my amway business
11. read more about investing and financial freedom....

not bad... at least i did some worthy stuff so far... yea and i'm going to celebrate aileen's bday today with charlene! i miss them sia :) and we're gonna squash ourselves among the sea of sale shoppers at orchard mango outlet.. hope to find deals for next yr's new yr clothes :P tata... gonna go pluck my eyebrows... commissioning ball on monday!!! so exciting... haha

It's the holidays!

yea yea yea! my exams are finally over... went to teach tuition today and then went to claim back my creative mp3 player. I must say that I am very unsatisfied with their services because I only got back my player after 1 month! it's understandable that they're outta stock and the stocks need some time to get to singapore but they must take more than 3 weeks to arrive... still need some more time for testing etc... and the funny thing is when i called them today, they told me that i cannot collect today. yet, when i went to their main branch later, they said it can be collected. wierd isn't it? anyway, i'm relieved that i finally got back my zen micro and bought a new philips earphones @ only $24.. hehe :) i shall avoid creative products after sending the zen micro for repair the second time. i hope i never have to go to that inaccessible place again!!!

well... though the exams are jus over for a day, i felt like holidays have began long ago so it din make much difference after the paper yesterday.. jus have tis stronger sense of security and the guilt of not mugging is slipping away! hahah... but i mugged today.. for my basic theory test! basically jus staring at pictures and symbols la haha gonna mug my french in advance though... but not gonna start till next week haha... btw, i went to uob bank today and applied for an account :) gonna get my visa mini debit card in 3 weeks! how cool is tat man.... it has lotsa good offers like 20% off the shoes at pretty fit and other restaurants :) hehe... that's seriously my main motivation in getting the card hhaha

tmr, i'm going to teach tuition again then visit a tuition student at her hse... can u believe it? i'm going to teach her how to put on make up! hahah... then i shall shop at ikea and hopefully redeem the ikea points for some nice stuff to decorate the house :) exams made me a very homely person, i swept the floor every other day and arranged the stuff in my house... actually, it's for the sake of my tuition student who's coming my house la... dun think she wants to come to a filthy home hhehe...

yep... and i'm going to stay in hostel next sem! heheh so excited abt getting my own room and freedom.. i'm determined to train hard for running and mug hard for my studies! no more distractions like shopping... hahah the latter is a big big distraction man... sigh... jus hope the hostliers dun bother me much hahah i'll keep my door locked man! yup shall end here and shall blog soon!

exams is gonna be over!

finally, after a long draggy week, exams seem to end soon... haha.. not that i actually studied... only one third of the day is spent on flipping thru some notes , spending the rest packing my house, exercising or shoppin... haha this is life! but i would love to be outside for the entire day... my skin's turning pale from lack of sun exposure! hahha... haven been going for my cca too :P but now i feel like joining rock climbing.. can go mountain trekking or climbing at the end of each sem! tat'll be so fun and excitin... see how next sem maybe i'll join odac

watched harry potter: goblet of fire on sunday and I think it's kinda cliched... it's all so expected... voldermort reborn again... came up with some ploy and then got defeated by harry potter... but the integration of romance is a new one, rather insignificant but nonetheless saccharin sweet haha... potter is so hopeless at dating :p haha...

i'm tired of shopping btw... and that spells disaster cos what else is there to do beside shopping in singapore? eat? but i need to slim down! hahah.. at least for the commissioning ball i'm going on on 19 dec haha... oh dear... i'm supposed to follow a carb-free diet today but i ate bread, muffin and fried rice today! shit.... nvm tmr will be a better day *crossed my finger* anyway, back to the first question, what else is there to do??? sighz *despair*

Suddenly exams's ending very soon!

hahah euphoria suddenly knocks on my door today! hahah... well that's the name of the calvin klein perfume that zj got me... i'm so in love with it... designer fragrance and bottle! ah... hehehe.... i'm going to get him something nice for christmas!!! hehe... anyway, as i was saying, i'm very happy today cos the exams are almost over! the last one is an open book exam so not much and i got one week to mug! heheh.... tmr i'm going shopping with my sis and pass dear clara the perfume i helped her buy :) life's suddenly colourful

after these weeks of exams, i learnt that consistency is really impt.... tried to cram during the last few days and it's really painful... the formulae and concepts just adhere to the surface of my brain and vanish just when the exam begins... my mind is often like a blank sheet as i did my exams... if i'm nervous, it's even worse man... and i realise how useful it is to study with frens though it can be annoying when pple keep asking u questions... but the point is that u learn more and it helps u to remember certain stuff better hahah recalled some jokes that we made abt the chem notes today and it actually came in useful for the exams! hahah... maybe for the last exam i shud meet up with my frens to mug man hahaha... yup i shudn't play so much during exams man... kinda regret that i din focus more... but sometimes the law of diminishing returns really stick to u hahaha so gotta relax la... anyway shall blog again soon! gonna relax... :p

Getting into the mugging mood again

I'm so proud of myself today... I actually almost mugged continously from 9am to 10.30pm today! hahaha... of course i still take time off to shower and eat but being able to sit down for so many hours is a real accomplishment for me haha... dunno why as i grow older, my attention span gets shorter...

anyway, i realise that even as the going gets tough, by just telling yourself you can do it and you have to do it, determination and perseverance will take over... I was really falling asleep at two o'clock, having only completed writing out the list of chemical reactions (which covers two pages) and the dilemma of quitting or fighting on confronted me... Somehow, i just had this resolve to toil on and even went to the macdonalds downstairs my house so i can concentrate. But unfortunately, i still could not escape the noisy environment cos they're repairing the ceilings in macs... but since i was there already, i decided to stay on and go thru all the difficult chemical reactions...

3 hours later... i became familiar with most of the rxns! to think i even wanted to give up mugging for chem... by ten today, i finished all the past yr exam papers and i am pretty sure with the difficult rxns... that feeling of relief is simply incredible... and not to mention the feeling of confidence...

i told my dad that i wanted to give up today and all he has to do was to remind me of how hard i had worked in the past. why give up now? why let the past efforts go to waste? I must continue to fight, as the end is near... i can almost taste the sweetness of success :) just three more papers to go!