School gonna start!!

Yesterday I went to Devil's Bar with my OG mates and my it was hell of a good time. I was proven right, clubbing can be a lot of fun with the right crowd! however, i think I seriously need a lesson on how to dance at clubs cos in the end what I did was quite the same-- shake my body ad wave my arms about... but in the end the DJ was rather sporting and we did like jump about in joyful unison. yea and my OG guys are rather nice cos when my fren got sick after drinking, they were rather concerned for her and got her water to drink. but well, they were the ones who introduced all the alcoholic drinks to her. haha... I think I tried all the different types of alcohols that we can redeem for free with the 2 tickets we've gotten at the entrance... vodka lime is the nicest, followed by raspberry, brandycoke, ribena, orange juice and whiskey! whiskey is damn bitter la... my fren din want to dance after she got sick but in the end, under the guys' persuasion she had a great time as well... but this time I tried too muvh drinks and got rather giddy from the concoction of drinks... but i'm not sure if it's weariness or drunkiness actually... after tat I took my fren's car to newton's circus to have supper together. what a night! but i was made aware of the dangers of overdrinking cos i have frens who totally couldn't control what they're doing and seen girls who were so damn drunk they can't stand properly.... SCARY man

with the sch term approaching, I feel kinda more nervous about chemical engineering.. all the comments from my friends were like it's damn hard and I really had to counter these negative thoughts with positive thinking like everything's gonna be alright if i work hard n persevere... i hope i'm right cos i dun wanna take the wrong turn again... anyway, i haven made my life easier by juggling 2 tuition jobs, quit smoking job, french language class and the road race team. yet there's so much i wanna do, like learn to drive, aikido and so on... my bf is like damn worried that i cant cope but i wanna prove that i can succeed again :) anyway enuff of the blogging, i gonna prepare my tuition homework!

After the Secret Pal Nite...

The Guys In My Og

FWC 05!!

My OG Counsellors :)

*My WhOLe Og*

Moving on with life

I guess the devil of pessimism has left me finally and i'm filled with new hopes n zest for life... one significant catalyst would be the chem engineering camp where i got to meet new bubbly people and just taste the feeling of being a student again... one of the best thing is that we stayed all 4 days on sentosa, which is the first time for me... jus enjoyed the beach, sun n the sea all day long! cool! plus my seniors are real damn nice... OG is very enthu n unique too though i felt that i shud have been more enthu, as observed by felix, my og mate... well nvm, it's jus the beginning...

i'm very excited abt my iwanttoquitsmoking plan cos i'm the team leader and i get to recruit new member and plan the places we shall visit to spread the msg! it's like getting more recognition of my leadership potential you know? yup i gonna involve my og and make it like a weekly og outing hahah can earn money somemore!!! yea three of my guy frens tot it's a goo idea already :) so happy...

maybe wat i lack now is that i need more resolution in my exercise routine! getting real fat... but my injured ankle jus dun make things better... must go gym tmr! kk gonna blog again soon i hope buai!

A new chapter of life...

For those who know what happened to me, I'm tired to explaining of myself... but I guess I have really moved on... It's difficult to adapt to the drastic change in lifestyle, from one where you simply follow what you are told to do to organising your own life and deciding where to go and what to do. It's a blessing in disguise apparently, now that I finally have my cherished freedom back. If I stay on longer i'll probably become a robot, with no opinions of my own. I felt myself degenerating during these 6 months and perhaps that's why I din do well at the interview. There's this mental stimulus that's missing but I hope I'm fast regaining it since I began reading the newspapers and think on my own feet, discovering my true self. I'm on a new chapter in my life, yet guided by the precious lessons I had gone thru these 6 months. These moments are not to be dismissed as a waste of my youth.

The only regret is that I had not put in more effort to apply for other scholarships, even local ones. Seeing that my frens have succeeded thru their ceaseless pursue for scholarships made me feel happy for them, yet at the same time I couldn't help feeling a twinge of jealousy. But I shall never give up in the pursuit of my financial independence and success in life. In fact, I shall work harder than before or ever before. :)

Enough of the serious talks, my life is getting more exciting by the minute. I joined this business thing with my fren selling natural products like skin care and supplements and I getting excited by the research that I've done on the products. So everyone, if you want to look prettier or improve your health, don't hesitate to contact me!!! haha other than that i've just been recruited as part of the quitcrew to campaign for smokers to kick the habit. For once, I'm doing a job I feel I can directly contribute to the society and my, I'm thrilled! I shall never relent in my efforts to help these people find their light at the end of the tunnel and give their family fresher air to breathe everyday! haha... yes and I just found a tuition job near my house! yo hoo... life's getting better.... hope I have more good news to report next time!!