lost.. like a fish in the sea

two weeks since i blogged... my life feels like it needs a good clean up, like the state of my room. what i've been doing to my room has been just throwing the litters away that are in the way, taking up the dirty laundry and wash only when the pile gets unsightly... but nothing constructive gets done and i feel like crap... need a plan but how do i start doing it and not be overwhelmed by the everyday things....

Carpe Diem

Everyday the seconds would melt into mins, and hours vanish. Suddenly I felt myself being dragged along, by the strong waves of time that so brutally tug in all directions. Where's that anchor? I need to find it soon, before I find myself bobbing endlessly in this ocean of never-ending endeavors.

A long weekend.. gone

All good things will come to an end... indeed... the 3 days of long hols are over and the horrid-some week is able to begin. Don't ask me how I know, I just know. Need to have a chat with my boss, who even appeared in my dreams haunting me, about the strategies I gonna adopt in the next few months *shudder* plus all the brochures I need to produce... crap... Gonna polish up the Voice of employees slides, which is a nightmare.  .But luckily had some divine help from my friend =) who is a some presentation slides god.. amazing...

Some things to look forward to next week? Running tomorrow with friends from company... Half day off on wed to have lunch with Sis and movie (hopefully)... France/ Italy/ Switzerland trip planning with Cat... dinner and dessert at Dampsey on Sat.. But more tuitions on Sunday =(

Guilt and remorse

In a moment I would never forget, I closed a door in my life. I realize the worst feeling in life isn't about the failures experience at work or in school but when you disappoint someone...

As an avalanche of emotions hit me like a tsunami against the peaceful shore, engulfing me... When will it subside? Or will this make me feel less guilty, that at least it makes me still human, not someone I have changed into that I can't even recognize.

A vital Need to clear sleep debt

I can't believe how quickly time has passed by... it's almost 3 months since I began working at my second company... But the sleep debt is certainly accumulating, with tuitions and meetups with friends on weekends... now another old student is requesting that I recommence tuition with him. How can I say no? sigh... I need $$ man...