my chem engine friend :) 

zj and I at the lobby 

going crazy mugging..

i guess i nvr crap so much info into my brain in my life... felt accomplished but my eyesight is definitely suffering... sighz... tmr morning got test liao! very scared... but it wun be as bad as the cn1111 chemical engineering principles i hope... sighz.. cant wait to get out of this shit... cant wait for sem to end and i can go france! but i still count my blessings that i stay in hall cos i can really concentrate and mug :) i will not be so productive if i am at home, i am pretty sure

at least there's something to look forward to this weekend cos it's zj's commissioning ball! can dress up and look pretty in the 200 dollars dress hehe... got new heels from my frens for birthday to match too :) gonna do my hair at kimage but make up i shall play safe and do myself... witnessed terrible results when i go for make over last few times... my mum got a wedding dinner to attend on sat too... wat a coincidence... i helped her dye her hair last week so her silver hairs wun show... but her jet black hair jus refused to absorb the colours hahaa stubborn like her man :P

alrite my sweet is disappearing in my mouth so that means i am going to brush my teeth and sleep! wish me all the best for tmr!!!!

birthday happiness!

i am so happy today... my best brithday wish has just been granted-- I got the french immersion award!! I was like screaming in happiness when i opened my mail... been waiting for it for a long long time man hahah... zj was there to share my joy :) and it's double happiness cos he jus commissioned yesterday and I finally got to meet his family officially hehe... after that, i went to cafe cartel with eng chiu, sihan and jennie and generous eng chiu treated me to pan fried linguine :) it's so nice being the birthday gal sometimes...

i was wondering wat zj got me when he sms me to open up my drawer and ta-da! i got a webcam... it's hilarious cos i was telling him tat i will get one cos i am going france and he got me one! great minds think alike hehe... i am so excited lo... cant believe i got it ahaa... country pumpkin is going to tour europe!!! yipppeee.... jus mail or sms me if u wan a gift from france! haha

my dad has been chaffeuring us around too, esp on my bday n yesterday... but my bday wasn't well spent la... we went maxwell hawker! i was quite disappointed lo... but nvm, i got my immersion award and tat is wat matters... now my path would be to go on french immersion, then mug hard and apply for edb scholarship to go france and then get sponsored for the rest of my studies... edb is the place to be :) my dreams...

Happy birthday to me...

hate the idea of turning thirty...ops typo! i mean twenty! presents have lost its appeal and friends wishing u happy birthday seemed to dwindle... but it somehow made it all the more special when someone whom u din expect, wish u a simple happy birthday in sms... :) i jus got my first bday present from my track team yesterday-- a pair of urs wedges! they're always so nice... i feel so bad skipping trainings but sometimes my ankle and knees just cant make it... beeen trying my best i promise. Anyway i just checked out my birthday astrological reading and it is so true! scary sia...


Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others You appear gentle and soft, and you act rather reserved with others until you know them well and feel it is safe to be open with them. You have a strong need for emotional security and a sense of belonging, and are deeply attached to the past: your heritage, roots, family, cherished friends, familiar places, etc. Making radical changes or moves away from what is known and safe can be very painful and difficult for you. You tend to cling and hold on to people, memories, possessions of personal or sentimental significance. Having a home, a safe haven, is very important to you.

Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation At heart you are very gentle, impressionable, and receptive -a dreamer. The world of your imagination, feelings, and intuition is as real to you as anything in the outer world, though you may have trouble verbalizing or interpreting your inner experiences in a way others can understand. Mystical, artistic, musical, emotional and imaginative, you have a rich inner life, though you may seem rather unobtrusive and quiet outwardly. You usually keep to yourself.

i was rather sad yesterday beside the present i received from my team and the arrival of my birkenstock! cos my hall had a dance prod at MOS yest and I ended up going alone... at first i asked one close fren and she couldn't make it in the end so nvm... then i asked another close fren in nus and she last min had hall stuff and tat was after we bought the tickets... i had to go and sell the tickets outside MOS and I jus felt really sad that I cant have fun with my close frens on the night be4 my 20th bday... hai... at least she din have to forfeit her tickets la...

and my recent test jus sucks like hell... i cant believe all the stupid little mistakes i made, eg not writing s'est clearly as two words.... my listening sux big time lo... hai very sad...

maybe i jus have to be optimistic and look forward to the rest of my day... dun even feel like going to eat at a restaurant with my family... :p