i'm so happy today.... went to buy a car with my dad today and i can't help dreaming of the day when i get my driving license and drive my friends around! i went town alone after that to get the estee lauder set of cosmetics and i was like walking in circles in town.... went to tangs estee lauder counter and they're out of stock, went to paragon metro and they're outta stock too! luckily, in the end, i went to shaw tower's estee lauder and viola, that's the estee lauder set!! i was so exhausted from walking around on heels that i just told her i want it... hahha but i really adore the make up brushes, blusher, eyeshadow, lipsticks, eyeliner, lipliner and lip glosses!!! it's such a steal hahaha 2 of my xmas wishes accomplished liao :)
hmmm but apparently i never mug much today la... realised that i cant study well in the afternoon cos i'll be fidgetting around...super restless... sighz.... mug yeeling!
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Friday, November 11, 2005
Time to mug...
it's time to get down to the books and judgin from today's pace it's not bad... managed to cover more than 5 chapters of stupid tedious organic chem in a day hahah plus time to cycle and shop... i like this kinda life... i am the master of my own time...
anyway, with 17 more days to go b4 zj comes back, i feel rather bored... used to the phone conversations we had everynight and today my sister has a camp, which makes it worse... but i also dun want time to pass quickly cos next fri is my first exams already! and of all subjects, it's physics... well at least i dun have to study french anymore... had the final test yesterday and i dare say i shud do quite fine :) too bad i s/u it hahah sigh... maybe i'll mug french this hols n ace next sem... pull up my cap score haha
these days, my dad have been debating with me over the issue of buying off-peak cars and i finally had to give in to him... he would not listen to my reason and keep assuring me that he can afford it... watever la but if he's really buyin, i'm going to make the best outta it by learning drivingz! hahah tmr i shall head down to the driving centre hehe... i tot i will only drive when i start working... isn't cool if i can drive to sch everyday or drive my frens out? hahaha... for now it's still a distant dream ....
i'm working towards fulfilling my xmas wishes now... hahah gotta get estee lauder make up brushes, blusher and nail polishes etc tmr... that'll mean taking off two items from the list... just like 14 more wishes to be granted? hahha hint hint...
anyway, with 17 more days to go b4 zj comes back, i feel rather bored... used to the phone conversations we had everynight and today my sister has a camp, which makes it worse... but i also dun want time to pass quickly cos next fri is my first exams already! and of all subjects, it's physics... well at least i dun have to study french anymore... had the final test yesterday and i dare say i shud do quite fine :) too bad i s/u it hahah sigh... maybe i'll mug french this hols n ace next sem... pull up my cap score haha
these days, my dad have been debating with me over the issue of buying off-peak cars and i finally had to give in to him... he would not listen to my reason and keep assuring me that he can afford it... watever la but if he's really buyin, i'm going to make the best outta it by learning drivingz! hahah tmr i shall head down to the driving centre hehe... i tot i will only drive when i start working... isn't cool if i can drive to sch everyday or drive my frens out? hahaha... for now it's still a distant dream ....
i'm working towards fulfilling my xmas wishes now... hahah gotta get estee lauder make up brushes, blusher and nail polishes etc tmr... that'll mean taking off two items from the list... just like 14 more wishes to be granted? hahha hint hint...
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Tis the season to be merrY!
Guess i'm feeling much better nowadays, after spending some time with my beloved frens, Clara and ZJ! There's nothing that I can't overcome! :) and today after mugging some physics and maths, I realise that it's not as hard as I thought after all... haha maybe I have finally settled down and got used to it. But I am still too restless, can only mug a few chapters a day, not like last time a levels, can really mug damn hard hahah... anyway, this is a very good start...
The weird thing is that people get depression when they suffer from a cold virus attack but it does the opposite for me. Maybe I finally come to terms with my limitations and take things easy. But of course, with ctw project, welfare packs etc off my mind, things start to be a bit merrier and more relaxed... yes and I love holidays! :) Anyway, I am so optimistic that I actually come up with my Xmas wish list already!! here goes...
The weird thing is that people get depression when they suffer from a cold virus attack but it does the opposite for me. Maybe I finally come to terms with my limitations and take things easy. But of course, with ctw project, welfare packs etc off my mind, things start to be a bit merrier and more relaxed... yes and I love holidays! :) Anyway, I am so optimistic that I actually come up with my Xmas wish list already!! here goes...
- A weave bag from Wisma @ $88
- Birkenstock sandals!
- Guess? wallet
- uv-proof, non-comedogenic, liquid-to-powder kind of foundation
- smear-proof liquid eyeliner
- blusher! (how abt Estee Lauder coffret set with satin bag?)
- more interesting tops :)
- lingerie :p
- silver necklace with big, intricate butterfly pendant
- Uzap massager!
- spa sessions
- long permed hair haha
- eyebrow pencil
- chocolates from Amway
- shopping vouchers
- Levis jeans or jacket
- make up brushes made of real animal hairs eg horse mane
- the list goes on...
- ....
- ....
- ....
to be updated :)
yup.... grant my wish, santa!
Monday, October 24, 2005
lost....
I guess I'm getting less and less confident of my academic ability... Is engineering really not for me or am I just not working hard enough? sometimes I would look back and saw how well I used to do but that kind of skill seems to elude me nowadays... Exams is coming like really soon but I don't seem to be able to apply the concepts well enough yet. what has happened to me? Zj tried to console me and be there for me whenever he can but I know I have to work this out myself. And it doesn't help that I kept entertaining the thought of changing my course. I simply feel so lost... Je suis perdue... Nowadays all the modules that I like are actually from courses out of engineering. How ironic... hai... I hope this is just transient and that through the struggles, there emerge a stronger me. But it's hard battling all the negative thoughts all day long... sighz... for every day is a tougher battle :(
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
WeLL, ScH hAs StArTeD bUt I'm In Self Denial...
well, sch has officially begun on 1 august but i'm in a holiday mood! all we had on mon is inauguration ceremony which was mighty sleep-inducing except when the acappella group sang and when the professors marched in in silly gowns n hats haha... the performance by the acappella group was absolutely amazing and captivating cos there's not background music played a cd or watsoever, they made up all the music and accompaniment using just their voices! it's wat real music is abt man... i was sleeping till they came along and as they sang, i just had to sit up and admire the beauty in this unique form of art :)
well, after that my frends felix n arvind went around begging the staff n lecturers to let us take 6 modules this term but to no avail... the worst thing is we really walked around the whoole engineering faculty, just to come one big circle to talk to the woman we spoke to on the phone. she sealed our fate with this 'i'm smarter than u' attitude that i really cant stand. haiz... watehell... luckily we got to eat lunch at YI house n it's darn cheap as usual... i shall love going to sch for the economical food it sells haha silly me...
At least i got to retrieve my lost pin number from the so inaccesssible computer centre and arranged for an appointment to get my notebook computer... i really cant wait man! haha... guess it'll save lots of time with an extra comp at hand... have been fighting with my sister for the comp nowadays darn irritating :p yea after tat i gave tuition and it went pretty well la... my tutee's cousin even asked me to give her maths tuition! but i dunno if i can teach sec 4 maths now cos i've forgotten all abt it! nvm i shall try...
now to the biggest dilemma of today, whether i shud take up the chemical sciences programme... it's like it offers me a scholarship opportunity and an education to pHd level, which was my dream since young. but i realise the sacrifices i had to make, like to miss out on the electives that will make me more all-rounded and perhaps on the french exchange programme too... i wanna learn how to speak french! yea... but this scholarship, should I get it, it will help me a lot financially cos it pays me and my school fees! who knows i get to go overseas for postgrad studies too and that'll be so cool... yea like my dream is coming true all over again... well I shall have a shot at it then! lab lessons, i have to start liking u hehe...
well, after that my frends felix n arvind went around begging the staff n lecturers to let us take 6 modules this term but to no avail... the worst thing is we really walked around the whoole engineering faculty, just to come one big circle to talk to the woman we spoke to on the phone. she sealed our fate with this 'i'm smarter than u' attitude that i really cant stand. haiz... watehell... luckily we got to eat lunch at YI house n it's darn cheap as usual... i shall love going to sch for the economical food it sells haha silly me...
At least i got to retrieve my lost pin number from the so inaccesssible computer centre and arranged for an appointment to get my notebook computer... i really cant wait man! haha... guess it'll save lots of time with an extra comp at hand... have been fighting with my sister for the comp nowadays darn irritating :p yea after tat i gave tuition and it went pretty well la... my tutee's cousin even asked me to give her maths tuition! but i dunno if i can teach sec 4 maths now cos i've forgotten all abt it! nvm i shall try...
now to the biggest dilemma of today, whether i shud take up the chemical sciences programme... it's like it offers me a scholarship opportunity and an education to pHd level, which was my dream since young. but i realise the sacrifices i had to make, like to miss out on the electives that will make me more all-rounded and perhaps on the french exchange programme too... i wanna learn how to speak french! yea... but this scholarship, should I get it, it will help me a lot financially cos it pays me and my school fees! who knows i get to go overseas for postgrad studies too and that'll be so cool... yea like my dream is coming true all over again... well I shall have a shot at it then! lab lessons, i have to start liking u hehe...
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